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and it happend yesterday..

skrin tv jenama Panasonic:

keputusan rayuan kemasukan pengajian tinggi sesi..........boleh dilihat bermula Isnin, 14 haribulan 2008............

expressi si pharie :

wosh! btol ke ni? inform yg lainlah.

orang-orang kementerian nih..main tuka2 plak tarikh. saya baru semangat-semangat dah nak datang universiti sendiri semalam.ngep.

CU-WAK WOI!!

and it happend this evening...

she said:

"i need some time to think about this until im ready enuf..bla..bla..we can have some space..bla...bla..but not now,...when everything is settled...bla..bla..bla.."

"u act like you dont even know me..bla..bla..can call...bla..blaa..if you need me..bla..bla..."

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pharie said:

"ok fine.eda pon pk camtuh gak.if you think thats the best way for you...bla..blaa..if you feel selesa this solution...bla..bla..im fine with that."

shit.i lied.all because i want what is best for her, i hurt myself.again.
its hard you know to be a very good sister.you need sacrifces.

dammit.

babi.mmg cam babi. =/

p/s: farah syahidah wakes up at 6.27 am today.awal bukan?