Si Nadirah bakal doktor gigi.

.Harry Potter and Johnny Deep versi Malaysia.

-saya keluar dengan dia nielah tadi.
-& & i bought another new comic at Kino.


=)

Im movie freak? nah..just bored.

Greetings fellas!

-today im gonna catch a movie The X-Files I Want to Believe with my Jakarta friend, Nadirah.
-my oh my, i think in just almost two weeks ive watched 5 movies in a row, add up with todays movie so, it will be my 6th movie.how facinating is that?.haha.
-im not bluffing.there you go.5 top rated movies ive watched in pass few days.

.Journey To The Centure of The Earth.

.Batman The Dark Night.
.Hell Boy 2 The Golden Army.
.Wanted.
.Sex and The City The Movie.

-coming up.

.The X-Files I Want To Believe.
.The Mummy Returns 3.
.Wall-E.

-geeez..why is it suddenly all the movie, music and football stars is coming to Malaysia? From Avril Lavingne concert this August and Chelsea players i saw at Pavilion in Adidas shop last Monday untill this coming Asian equivalent event of the United States' MTV Video Music Awards and Europe's MTV Europe Music Awards called MTV Asia Award in Genting Highland the city of entertainment on 2nd of August.
-hot news, The Pussycat Dolls will be at Pavilion this 31 of July as VVIP guest for the opening of one not so famous chocolate store.haha.i said such a thing cause i never heard of that shop before.i assume its italian.
-All this star-studded event really cause all audiences from across the Asian including the Arabics coming to Malaysia including me.haha.not to mention now is Mega Sale seasons.
-in that case i think i should consider carrying my digital camera along all day when i hooked up with my friends.who knows one day i might bump into one of Harry Potter actors and actress.lol.
-im looking forward to be in Genting Higlands with free tickets to MTV Asia Awards.

lalalaaaaa~

goodday!

=)

Hari yang Indah

~spend my time with bf the whole daaaaaayyyy~

-isnt't just wonderful to haf ur love ones beside you when needed? =)
-the rest is history.heh.

tata!

Layan

heyho friends!

-try chill out with some music.currently i listen to these songs.

1.metro station-shake it
2.the libertines-cant stand me now
3.coldplay-viva la vida
4.the films-black shoe
5.the strokes-razorblade
6.linkin park-valentines day
7.backstreetboys-the call, the one.
8.n'sync-i drive myself crazy
9.Jordin Sparks-one step at a time
10.kathy perry-i kissed a girl
11.take a bow-rihanna


or try hear these bands.

1.one republic
2.mika
3.avril lavingne
4.the strokes
5.incubus
6.breaking benjamin
7.muse
8.coldplay
9.justin timberlake
10.the kooks
11.artic monkeys
12.franz ferdinand
13.rihanna

layaaaaaan.....

yeyeh! esok jumpe bf.thee hee hee. *ayat syadia arina*

XD

Obsession

-dulu-dulu saya cam peliklah en apsallah most of ' muslimah ' mempunyai semangat patriotik negara Palestin lebih tinggi berbanding negara Malaysia sendiri.yelah, senyap2 saya tengok mereka ni ade sticker comel2 lekat kat handphone, sticker kereta lekat kat kereta,keychain,t-shirt2 suma pasal Palestin.Buku toksah ckplah en, berjuta rasenya.Blog2 sisters pon samelah.Paling bes, bendera negara Palestin pon sanggup gantung2 banding negara sendiri.kalah saya yang fanatik dengan Harry Potter or band Linkin Park.So, saya pon tertanya2lah kan? Bukan saya x tahu isu Palestin ni, tahu..tp skit-skit je.Mase tuh saya tahu Palestin + Israel + Yahudi + Zionis = Perang
-Bila benda nie berlaku saya jadi pelik.so saya jadi tertanya-tanya.ade satu kali tuh saya tanya akak senior saya camni..

-"akak, apsal kawan2 akak ni cam obses sangat pasal negara Palestin ni?"

haha.tp saya tak dapat jawapan yang saya nak.so, saya buat bodohlah pasal nie.tptp still masih tertanya gak.sampaikan saya rase cam nak bengang2 kat diowang sume x yah la promote negara Palestin ni merata2.perlu ke? haha.tp itu masa saya jahil lagi.namun saya tetap x puas hati.saya nakkan jawapan.
-sampai satu hari saya ym sorang bro ni.saya kenal dia melalui sorang akak senior saya gak.die cam org kuat gakla dalam satu organisation ni called Karisma sekaligus die cam aktif la dlm isu2 camnih. kot.haha.XP
-again saya tanya soklan yg sama semasa tanya akak senior tu.time tuh, baru saya dapat tahu gambaran kasar isu Palestin ni.Bro nie ckp suruh saya carik buku cerita pasal Palestin ni utk tahu lebih detail.tptp..saya dgn jujurnya ckp camni.

"alamak bro..eda kalu bab bace buku cam ala2 novel ni terutamanya novel melayu, bole jadi bedtime story tau.tp kalu bro bagi komik heh, sure eda bace.haha"

-beberapa hari pastuh saya dapat this dari bro itu..lol.

A hand made comic titled Hebron Massacre.si Goldstien mmg perangai cam cibai.

part ni mmg violence plus evil gila.you dont have to be like an oustanding kartunis to do a good comic.lukis figure org mcm dalam papan tanda tandas pon bole jadi interesting and sampai message.

--bro itu sangat baik hati.he really wanted me to be part of those yg memperjuangkan isu Palestin, he even gave me this.
*hehe.bro! bro! eda baru abis bace semua buku bro tuh semalam.gaga! thats why i wrote this post today.ye..eda tahu lambat sgt habis..eda dah bace mase memula bro bagi, tp cuma beberapa lepas baru bace secara bersungguh2 dan boleh masuk otak.haha.sooryy.*

-mase saya bace buku 20 Persoalan Asas Palestin rase mcm bace buku teks sejarah.heh.Bermula dari soklan 1st, Di manakah Palestin? bole faham lagi tp bila sampai soklan 9, saya dah mula pening kepala tp saya dapat habiskan buku tu.Tapi-tapi tajuk tuh tipu je, bukan 20 soklan, ade 22 soklan.lol.keco.
-Rase cam fakta sgt and banyak no, byk perjanjian.kesanya saya jadi kompius.haha.
-neway,after i read the book, i can say that this is not only isu Palestin semata-mata sahaja, tetapi ia mencangkupi isu perpaduan,ummah,maruah,nasib saudara seislam kita, malah mengenai agama Islam.Sian woo rakyat Palestin nie, ditindas dibumi sendiri.meh saya buat you all sakit hati lagi, die ibarat a stranger halau you all daripada duduk kat rumah you all sendiri.badak tak? dalam hati i was like, eih, kimak gila zionis+yahudi ni.x tahu malu ka? rase cam nak jentik sorang2 dengan kapak pon ade.lol.
-insyallah saya kene buat second round bace baru bebetul paham.Ape-ape pun sbb hadiah bro nilah saya dah dapat jawapan pada soklan saya ini...

"akak, apsal kawan2 akak ni cam obses sangat pasal negara Palestin ni?"

-hasilnya saya pon dah jadi cam salah sorang dari golongan mereka which i called ' muslimah ' dan mula Mencintai Palestin slowwwlyy.Rerakan shud join me.i tell you all letter k!

cheers!

thankz bro! lalalalaaaa~

p/s: nape diowang x buat handband eih? kalu ade saya dah beli and pakai trus.ngee.

=)

Hantu betollah

-sheeessh...

-that Thailand horror movie ive accidently watch at Astro Kirana really gave me a big scare yesterday night.I did not watched it from the beginning but it does freaks me out like shit.lol.
-what was the title..ah! Spirit of Victim.anybody familiar this movie? the camera man plus the soundsman involved really did a great job.
-two thumbs up to them because berjaya buat saya takut.its not easy though for me to get scared by a horror movie.i tell you, this one my goodness, i was sitting in the living room with my father infront of the the television and my face covered by my t-shirt i was wearing.lol.
-what really pissin' me off is, after almost half an hour before the movie ended, suddenly my tv change into black screen.

"goddammit what just happend?"

i ask my ayah.i thought my tv was cracked or hang or sumthing, but when i push my Astro remote control button to channel AXN it went fine.just to make sure, i change to channel Astro Awani, same thing happen.so, the conclusion is the black screen was not because of my tv but it came from the Astro itself!
-yet, i as patience person, waitedwaitedwaited and waited untill half an hour already reached the end...yg part paling sakit hati, when everthing went back to normal, instead of showing the continues scene after the movie went black screen, they showed a group of dancers perform a dance in Filipina.ngep.
-after a moment i realise that the horror movie showed was finished.
-siotsiotsiot.mmg siot!.x pasal2 hilang one viewer from Wangsa Melawati.



you think if i sue Media Prima RM1juta, rase2 boleh menang tak? haha.

=)

Limau 3

.gitar pharie.pharie.

.pharie.wanie.kak vee.

.pharie.kak vee.

eih.babi nye pix ni.

kak vee.pharie.gitar pharie.

.qieyla.adib.

.akif.

.wanie.adib.

aidil.ayie.akif.wanie.

.qieyla.kak vee.

.ayie.

.qieyla.

.akif lagi.

pharie cun.agagagah!! watafak! XP


-hari ini bersama mereka-

=)

Limau 2

.aidil.afik.akif.adib.donat.qiela.ayie.adek.wan.kiran.meera.
wanie.kak vee.zaza.aida.hany.

i miss them! them! and them!!

The Orange Crew

-nanti akak datang singgah lepak.


=)

I bought this

owh yeah! new comic.new episod.bought it at Kinokuniya KLCC.comic yg cun.

-i bought the comic during my hang out at KLCC with one of my ' i want to meet before i start study list ' Andrea Foo Sue Fern today.
-meet up at Wangsa Maju LRT station around 11am.
-catch a movie, Hell Boy 2 The Golden Army.
-lunch at Signatures.i ate beef shaeperd pie and ribena meanwhile, Andrea ate 1901 Hotdog and mashed potato with orange juice.western sunggoh.
-while eating we chat about what is happening at our goverment.i dont know how this topic came out coz both of us was politically blind.we talk like rubbish.haha.
-we even chat about my further studies situation and other studies issue, courses and so on.
-after movie, grab a snack at Auntie Annies.
-jalan2 lagi.chao!
-owh bytheway, my dear friend Andrea will start her study at Sunway Collage this coming August in accountancy.

-cant miss reading the comic aite? my day went out beautifully.

how about you?

=)

Kakak Comel 2

Another day with C's Sobir, again..haha.i assume you all surely bored with my s0-boring-post like this day by day.soorylah.i dont have an interesting life stories like you all.heh.anyway, like always i will try make it simple.

-pick her up at uia same time same place like yesterday.
-headed to Plaza Idaman as shes so keen wanted to go there.
-one thing i loved about her is she will try her best to be not so boring person to me with so many things to say and so many place to show and put all her attention to me.She will also do her very best to help me anytime.no joke.
-then we break the fast at her housemate house in Sri Gombak coz she and her housemates were fasting today.i meet two new friends, c's Yanti and another one i-cant-remember-her-name.gaga!
-we had so much fun preparing the food.sgt mouth watering ok.nasi.daging kunyit.ikan pari asam pedas.sayur pelik-pelik.mee sup.char kwue tiau.donat.air epal home made.milo ais.semua licin.
-canceled shopping at jusco with her after dinner coz my mum cant stop sending msgs and calling me to be home early.adeyh..
-but the point is that it made my day today eventho a bit dissapointed with the uia application result.yey!

- ok.dah.
-minum susu coklat dulu!

=)

Finally

Last nite i sent a msg to seorang sister i noe long time ago.tatau nape saya hantar msg itu pada dia.

then i got this reply..

" nak tak kalau kamu telefon akak.kita bincang sama2.hee "

honestly i was really excited and happy sgt sgt dpt reply itu.it been years i think.tak expect akan dpt reply.haha.

saya pon reply .

" haha.boleh ke kak? gimme a min.eda nak kidnap hp ayah eda.die pakai line plus celcom cam akak gak.jimat skit. "

she replies..

" boleh.. "

-after almost untill 1.00am conversation.saya rase sgt lega dan semua persoalan terjawab slowly.

-her last advice masih lagi tergiang-ngiang dalam kepala..

" eda cuba kenali diri sendiri.apa yang eda nak sebenarnya utk diri eda? usia muda2 mcm eda ni sgt sesuai masanya.eda kene ingat dalam dunia ni hanya ada kita dan pencipta kita sahaja.yg lain hanya watak2 sampingan yg membentuk kita sebenarnya...bla..bla..bla..dan sentiasa jaga hak utk diri eda dan kesihatan eda selalu..."

" eda kene ingat juga, apa yg eda fikir itulah terbaik utk diri eda pada pandangan kamu eda, tidak semestinya adalah terbaik pada pandangan ALLAH untuk diri kamu, eda..."

" eda kene bersyukur, kamu telah dipilih oleh ALLAH dan menjadi orang-orang yang dipilih oleh-Nya utk terima semua ni..itu tandanya ALLAH ingat dan sayang eda.Bukankah eda salah seorang dari umatnya? "

-thankz C's Asma ' for everthing.its good to hear back from you sis.rase seronok hati after hearing her voice back.haha.insyallah akak balik, kita jumpe.heeh.

Kakak comel

Yesterday was a terrific day for me.Hanging out with c's Sobir kinda cool.I make it simple ok?

-pick her up at around 5.00pm.i was late.blame the traffic jam and it was raining.ngep.
-sumbitted my application form to the administration.
-heres the cool part.we went swimming together untill almost 7.00pm.
-but, things cam complicated.i thought uia swimming pool allowed short pants but they did not.duuh..i was like wtf! haha.
-neway, c's sobir bersungguh2 find me one tight pants.she called one of her friends to borrow it for me.yoh.semangat gila.
-swimming with her bes .siap lumba lagi.i even teach her how to swim cara free style.haha.
-after swimming c's sobir complaint it to me.

" farah, letihlah bila dah swimming balik lepas dah lama x swim kan? lenguh lengan akak "

alahai.siannya.
-after swimming of cozlah our stomach empty habis.bepa kali dah ak sendawa dlm swimmig pool tu.
-solat maghrib at a masjid near Sri Gombak.
-dinner at a mamak stall.borak2.gossip2.ask opinions and bout the meminang day.blah to pasal malam nearby.
-at pasal malam, bought rambutans and murtabak.cant bought more coz perut masih kekenyangan mase dinner tadi.
-sent her back to her friends house.borak2 lagi.bising non stop lagi2.
-blah around 10.27pm.
-as appreciation i gave her one plastic bag of chocolates. *if you read my recent post*

overall it was one the hell of FUN! FUN! FUN!

hari ni jumpe lagi.yey!

=)

p/s: Alhamdulillah my faiz is out from the hospital yesterday morning.tadak denggi.suspek je.

Kontot 2

accompany my lil bro at the hospital-meet up with c's sobir-submit application form to uia-swimming with c's sobir-shopping

-hope everything went fine today.

nak mandi dulu!

=)

Sebab Nyamuk

-Ive got a message in my inbox around 10.53pm from my ayah.

" Faiz warded.suspect denggi and asma. "

-oh my god.

-rushed to the hospital.

The Best Damn Thing

-Today i read The Star newspaper and i bumped into this advertisment.

ok.ini mmg cool.

-Then i read more futher.Hotlink and Maxis customers, please be focus on the details.


-10% discounts for 017/012 customers.
-5% discounts for early bird customers from 3rd August.

ok.ini double cool.

-ellyz jom pegi jom!

Picture

.putrajaya.argument.

cube teka pasal apa?

money?
friends?
ngumpat?
revenge?
hatred?
people actions?
goverment?
fuel?
anuar?
food?


well think again.

my handwriting.

-yup.i have a horrible handwriting.
-my handwriting looks like an alphabet dancing secara bersepah-sepah.it sucks.even he said " sakit mate ak tgk pharie tulisan ko ni " haha.i do agree too.even my nenek handwriting is more better than me.

.thank you.

The Call

Pagi tadi saya bangun selepas dapat call dari one of my senior housemate, C's sobir around 8.45am.Alhamdulillah mereka semua selamat sampai di Kelantan around 3.30am.Semuanya involved gi rombongan meminang adek C's Sobir.haha.Patutnya i suppose to join them, but ade hal skit kene settlekan so in the end x bole pergi skali.Anyways, i sent them a msg if dah sampai msg or call saya, i bet thats why she call me today btau dah selamat sampai.Back to the call, she ask me about my decision and i told her that i stick to my decision.She ask me where did i get, and what happend and i told her everything, why, where, how, and when.She even offer me to help certified all the requirments and certificates needed since ive had printed the form so when we meet up later, everything is settled, checked, and ready to be submitted.So i taklah disturb my busy parents with all this.She have been very helpful to me all this while, with the burden i must take.Thankz to her.Its a relief she called me this morning, if not i will be late preparing my university business.huhu.

-ok dah.saya lapar.chao makan dulu!

=)

Makan Free

Uih.Uih.anyone whats branded chocolates? ask me ok.I have all kinds of chocolates.bertong-tong banyaknya.you name it.Cadbury? Daim? Hershey's? Mars? Sneakers? Twix? Milkyway? Kisses? Toblerone? Kinder Bueno? Bounty? or even Fererro Rocher.You see, manusia in my house cant even finished it.So, we dedided to gave to other people.those yg interested, inform me.haha.*tulah mak, beli lagi banyak2 coklat dari Langkawi*
-i bet if Atiqah was here she can finish it.isk.lame dah x dgr suara die.huhu.
-besides, SHARING IS CARING right people?

haha.

=)

Date's

fiiweett!! =)


-This morning i accompany my bf to the hospital for his blood test.This was his 3rd appointment he made.1st appointment, he totally forgot about it.The 2nd appointment he made was scrude up because of his stupidity about fasting and today which is his 3rd appointment after i remind him about fasting finally he made it.Thank god.Everything went fine and smoothly even though i had a very hard time finding a parking at the hospital.They should widen the road and provide more parking lot.
-Anyways, after that i send him to Pavilion because hes working today.While i was driving, he told me that he might continue his studies at UTAR Kampar, Perak and he realllyreallyreally want me to study there with him too, even tho he did not said it to me directly but yeah, i can get the message he was trying to say.Adeyh...this whole thing keeps playing in my mind untill now.I now he really cant be separated with me.haha.*perasan*
Anyway, this is future im talking about.I cant let my future changes because of his influence.We all have our own path and life and i do believe with this ' kalau ade jodoh, tak akan kemananya ' haha.eeee.geli2. XD

-Today also i had a date with one of my ' want to meet before i start study list ' Ellyz Alaidin, at KLCC.We watched Batman, The Dark Night.bes tahap dewa ok.must watch! heh.She suggest lots of ideas and opinions to me.Really great friends she is.She left my mind thinking about my unbelieveable decision ive decided to make.Shes currently taking diploma in actuary sains in Uitm Shah Alam.Gosh, i hope ive made the right choice.We went home around 7.11pm.

ok.enough writing for today.babai! =)

Meet up

woot.woot.

-Insyallah..in few weeks, i'll be starting my studies after a veryy looooooong holidays.I cant describe how happy and excited i am but at the same time im a bit scared about this.I cant write it more bout this coz there are many things need to settle and prepare before im off to the university.Thus, i had create a list of my friends i want to meet, sharing informations and opinions before i start my study.

1. Ellyz Alaidin, besttie
2. Conan, pet sis
3. Shahrizan, obsess friend
4. Nur Nadia, mature friend
6. C's faizura, great senior
7. Omar, Iqbal, Maula, Dzulqarnain, Faris, best buddies
8. C's Sobir, my senoir housemate *this 21st-23rd of Julai
9.Andrea Foo Sue Fern, closest non malay friend


-moga-moga sempat jumpe semua.It may help me boost my confident and preparations. Amin...!!

=)

Fitback

Debat
Title: Bentuk Kerajaan Hari Ini, Harga Minyak Akan Turun.
Ahmed Shabery vs Datuk Seri Anuar Ibrahim.

Kalau boleh bagi skor mcm skor gol pertandingan bola sepak selepas tonton debat semalam, i will gave Shabery 3-7 Anuar.haha.

Kenapa Shabery 3 ?

1. Tidak menjawab soalan yg ditanya
2. Sapa lah yg memula banding2kan dengan negara2 luar then he said xpayah banding dengan negara luar.
3. Bila dah x der point nak ckp attack anuar with other issues like rally and the other provocation.
4. I think he got the info but he dont know how to elaborate the information.

Kenapa Anuar 7 ?

1. He knows talking bout ekonomi Malaysia
2. He knows how to elaborate the info he had added up with the latest info from the Petronas.
3. He mengeluarkan formula and cadangan yg agak baik on how he can turunkan harga minyak apabila tubuh kerajaan.
4. He talks with confident sebagai seorang pemimpin
5. He talks with isi-isi penting.
6. Menjawab soalan.
7. Ringkas, padat, berisi dan professional.


haha.tp itu pandangan saya yg pernah masuk debat.owh juga parents saya.heh.

anda bagaimana?? ngeee.

peace! =)

Panas

Hai kawan-kawan!

-Saya mmg x sabar-sabar yang amat nak tonton Debat between Shabery and Anuar nih yg bertajuk jika Bentuk Kerajaan Hari Ini, Harga Minyak akan Turun.btol kot tajuk die? haha.yelah, before this i used to be in a debate team during my from six skooldays.haha.besides, si shabery nie was my father friend and i really want to know anuar hujah bout this debate.kita jadi curious after his talks in Protes rally tempoh hari.the way he talks cam sgt yakin dan bersungguh2 and benar skali.so saya jadi berkobar-kobar nak tengok.Sape lebih berpengetahuan dan sape yg hanya ckp-ckp kosong.heh.

so, jgn lupa ya kawan-kawan? hari ini, pukul 9 malam di tv 9, Astro Awani and Bernama TV live! Meh sama-sama menonton rancangan yg sangat bermanfaat ini daripada melihat pemimpin2 bertikam lidah dalam Parlimen.

lalalaaaa~

Hebak

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yes.YES.YES!!
YESS!!!!!

haha.puas hati.sebab ape? heh.sms saya.

bu-wek. =P

Dialog

-Alhamdulillah..my bf pass his driving test for P two month after he pass his L license.heh.He was so happy today he cant stop saying it to me from the Hospital untill we reach to Pavilion.Im glad hes happy.heee.We even made a record on our lunch bill which cost RM94.88 for only two of us and and our parking fees was RM10.00.muahaha!

blood test scene
me and my bf reach to the blood test room and gave the blood test form to the nurse..the nurse ask him...

" puasa x hari ni? "

*the form stated that he must puasa before he could do the blood test*

he replies..

" err..minum je"

i immediatly look at hes face with *whatta hell?* expression.
the nurse ask him again...

"minum air manis ke x?"

he replies back..

" a ah.air cincau 2 tin"

again... i cant believe he did that.then i whisper to him said..

"u pehal minum? kan dah tulis kat situ u kene puasa..nanti u minumlah..."

the nurse then interrupt,

" kalu mcm tu.kita x boleh buat blood testlah.sbb awak dah minum air manis...kami nak keputusan yang betol tanpa sebarang bendasing dlm darah awak.awak kene dtg lagi esok"

when i heard that, we both was like.. "LOL"
-i then ask him..

"u nie..kenapa you pergi minum...u tau tak maksud puasa? pastuh minum air manis plak tu.adeyh."

he replies back..

"manelah i tahu...mak i pesan jgn makan je..x kate pon minum..."

i was like...yaaa ampuuunnnn kim...i question him back..

"u ni penah puasa ke tak?"

haha. he then delivered me a childish face.so dah malas nak ckp byk dah. in the end the blood test cancel but we make a new appointment this thursday.after that we both went to the Pediatric Institute for my medical follow up..

Pediatric scene...
kakak kaunter: adik umur berapa sekarang? *while looking at my medical health card*
pharie: err.20... *dapat mengagak that question will come out from her lips*
kakak kaunter: kenapa adik masih dalam hospital utk kanak-kanak? pesakit bedah ye?
pharie: err..ahah kot.
kakak kaunter: adik sakit ape?
pharie: *adeh...byk tanya plak* entah kak.saya pon kompius.haha.
kakak kaunter: ok.nie kad masuk dlm bakul bilik 1-4.tp sebelum tu adik timbang tinggi dan berat ye.
pharie: ok.terima kasih...*senyum*

haha.she gave me a smirk look.then i off from the counter as she pass me back the appointment card.

Bilik timbang scene
cute nurse: adek ni pesakit bedah ye? *while staring at me from head to toe*
pharie: ahah.
cute nurse: buat follow up la nie?
pharie: ahah.

ye.saya tahu pediatric hanya untuk golongan kanak-kanak sahaja.tp nasiblah.saya kan special.

haha.

then, movie plak.went home around 7.40pm.

its been a happy daay..~

Kontot

hospital follow up-bf driving test-bf blood test-movie at pavilion-check out upu appeal result.

saya perlu ceria! saya perlu happy! mood saya baik! saya x lembik! yey!

=)

Berdegup-degup

and it happend yesterday..

skrin tv jenama Panasonic:

keputusan rayuan kemasukan pengajian tinggi sesi..........boleh dilihat bermula Isnin, 14 haribulan 2008............

expressi si pharie :

wosh! btol ke ni? inform yg lainlah.

orang-orang kementerian nih..main tuka2 plak tarikh. saya baru semangat-semangat dah nak datang universiti sendiri semalam.ngep.

CU-WAK WOI!!

and it happend this evening...

she said:

"i need some time to think about this until im ready enuf..bla..bla..we can have some space..bla...bla..but not now,...when everything is settled...bla..bla..bla.."

"u act like you dont even know me..bla..bla..can call...bla..blaa..if you need me..bla..bla..."

._____________________________________.

pharie said:

"ok fine.eda pon pk camtuh gak.if you think thats the best way for you...bla..blaa..if you feel selesa this solution...bla..bla..im fine with that."

shit.i lied.all because i want what is best for her, i hurt myself.again.
its hard you know to be a very good sister.you need sacrifces.

dammit.

babi.mmg cam babi. =/

p/s: farah syahidah wakes up at 6.27 am today.awal bukan?

Tak Tahan

I need to do something about this.I felt i cant wait till the appeal result which will be out on 31 of Julai.I feel like i did not work hard enough.I really cant stand here all alone at home doing nothing, waiting and wondering while all my friends already started their study for their future sake.Ive made my mind that i want to go to the university itself along with my cerificates and appeal letter written by my own with good and strong reasons why they should except me as their student and decide want to give it to the administration all by myself.If i must meet the dean and the councelor itself to make it happen i really dont have any problem at all.Its not like i did not get excellent result during my STPM exam. I dont mind going from door to other door and face all the burden ahead of me after this.Im well prepared untill im satisfy that i had done my very best to make it work.

I guess i must bring someone to accompany me.I will try ask my father or my bf.Well see about that.

why i suddenly think of this? C's Aisyah! i was inspired by you!! hehe.thankz for the advise sis!

huurm.what else eih? yeyeh! Monday jumpe bf. i can still remember his words says to me when i cry agak terukla in front of him.ye.He is the most lucky guy sbb dapat tonton saya menangis meleleh air mata sampai ke leher non-stop.seriusly im not the type yang mudah menangis in front of people.cerita benar nie.owh,jgn silap ye.bukan menangis SEBAB a guy but menangis DEPAN a guy.nampak perbezaan disini? he said..

" pharie..i yang heartbroken dengar cerita you ni..."

haha.cute btol.neway, lameeee dah x jumpe die.haha.padahal baru 3 hari.


eeeee.gatal.



=P

Corrections

ingat x my previous post pasal a disatisfaction letter to our daily newspapers from a rakyat named Shafiq Ramlan??



so.sini ade satuh pembetulan skit.baru dapat tahu tadi yg its not him yang wrote the letter.it was his father.huhu.


sorry 4 the wrong info bloggers.tetapi, nak tekankan kat sini, tak kisahlah shafiq ke ayah shafiq ke yg tulis.They both still called as a rakyat.

heh.


agaain..sorry guys.



lari dulu!

=)



suddenly i can smell that my blog nie sudah berbaur politik plak.sudah.sudah.berhenti menulis farah syahidah.

Politiklah plak

most citizens said that BN wasting lots of rakyat money.

in certain situations yes i do agree.Example all the carnivals and feast the goverment organized just for fun such as Malam itulah, pesta airlah, Konsert sana sini.Truelly wasting of rakyat money.Kerajaan habis duit rakyat buat mende2 ini semua and rakyat pon habiskan duit mereka for the tickets too.itu pon salah satu cara pembaziran duit rakyat.

yet.i also think PR did the same thing too..

i took an illegal rally as one example.i went to a rally in Kelana Jaya Stadium recently organized by them.pihak pembangkang sanggup habiskan duit for a rally hoping that the goverment hear their voice.mereka tempah membuat t-shirts berpuluh ribu banyaknya utk dijual for a rally.buang duit juga tu.itu belom masuk bandages, tags, stickers, flags, or even big huge posters and banners.x ke keluar juga duit rakyat? and rakyat dtg pon belilah bende2 dijual tuh.kan ke elok guna duit tu buat beli barang utk kebajikan keluarga.furthermore, tmpat rally xkan free kot en? hurm mungkin ye.owh and and zaman sekarang punya rally canggih.ade tetamu jemputan plak utk mendapat perspektif 'aman' among the rakyat and the rulers.the tetamu jemputan such singers, bands, performances, x kan free kot? i bet they all been paid by them.if they willingly pon i think the pembangkang still shows their epreciations by giving a small amount of money.paling paling koman pon a present.x cerita lagi duit pengangkutan gi rally.ade yang datang dari Kelantan, Johor, Perak dengan bas, teksi, kereta, motor and other public transport.kan bazir duit minyak? they wasting rakyat money, and the rakyat pon wasting their money to sumthing yg dah tentu2 x memberi manfaat kepada mereka.did they realise that? you think a rally can change our goverment just like that? kalu dengan penjajah itu cerita lain.jgn bandingkan warganegara Malaysia dengan warganegara Indonesia. haha.


so...kalau dikumpul2 duit rakyat yg dah diguna itu from both parties saya raselah bukan takat bole beli satu peti sejuk penuh barang dapur for seorang rakyat or other kebajikan rakyat malah bole beli bertong-tong minyak utk kegunaan harian daripada organizing a rally bising2 suruh kerajaan turunkan harga minyak.macam nak menerap nilai2yg negatif like marah, dendam, memberontak, sakit hati dalam diri dan sesama manusia.yo, sape yg takbir goverment pon.manusia gak kan? bukan haiwan-haiwan kecil.cubalah bawak bersyukur skit.I think we are far waayy more better than other asian countries.if not xdernya berpuluh-puluh ribu warga asing masuk mesia utk tampung sara hidup diri and keluarga diorang.adelah hikmahnya disebalik kenaikan harga minyak tuh.Mayb its time for Malaysians to learn how to berjimat-cermat ke, or latih kita jadi sehat or enviromental friendly ke, like naik basikal or just walk instead of naik kereta if pegi mane2 yg berdekatan kan? or even its time for us blaja buat hasil pengeluaran sendri ke, like tanam sumber makanan sendiri kan? ni tak, organized an illegal rally.itu bukan penyelesaian to the problem.malah it worsen the problem.the result, negara kelihatan seperti tak aman, tak ade perpaduan dikalangan masyarakat dan masalah-masalah lain akan timbul, contoh paling keciklah en, ramai org awam x pasal2 masuk jail termasuklah mahasiswa mahasiswi.patuh bising2 plak sbb kene tahan polis or worst ISA.sape suruh gi rally? haha.

in the end dua-dua parties sama saja dua kali lima.


ok fine.saya pon pergi rally tu.duit saye habis separuh sbb itu ok.tp ini saje2 nak cerita pengalaman and my point of view as a rakyat yg dah gi rally and tension dgn keadaan kerajaan sekarang.asik nak gaduh je.heh


woot.woot.

eih, eih, rase bes plak bebel pasal politik nie.haha.stop it farah syahidah.x pasal2 kang kene belasah cam Alak dlm video Youtube in Malaysiakini tu.

XP

Gloomy Morning

How would you feel when you woke up early in the morning instead of hearing sunrise shines or even birds singing happily, you hear is your mother yelling at you non- stop. you feel unpleasant bukan?

huh.gosh..it happens to me this morning.adei...

it all started when i open my mother laptop and started surfing right after i woke up.today shes not working but she will be off to Langkawi for a kursus there in the afternoon.so she took off day today packing clothes and her other preparations.Oh, and she will going there by flight.anyway, back to the surfing..she went downstairs and saw me online.then suddenly...

mother :

"hah, itu kerja kamu sepanjang hari nie.bangun pagi dah mengadap komputer , tak ade kerja lain ke? org lain semua dah pergi belajar, tinggal kamu sorang kat rumah nie."

pharie :

".........................................................."

she continued..

mother :

"cuba kamu tgk kak long kamu tuh.dah sampai luar negara.sampai bila kamu nak camnih....cubalah belajar masak ke.umur dah nak masuk 21 tahun."

pharie:

*dlm hati* part compare2 nie yg aku benci nie............

mother:

"pergi mandi sekarang! karang mak cabut line internet tu baru kamu tahu! byk lagi mende berfaedah boleh buat dari kamu asik mengadap komputer tuh dari pagi sampai mlm!"

pharie:

"............................................"

adei....before this i can accept its my fault coz online 24/7 and not doing the housework except for washing clothes and plates in the kitchen and buzy with my work.Not only that, arrived home very late at night which sometimes can reach till 1-2 o'clock in the morning really can boost angry-ness to your parents.But now,i didnt do that anymore.I still dont understand why i get scolded eventhough ive done all the housework that includes wiping all the fans clean and clear enough.Moreover, i did all the housework by myself everyday.
Coz,i think is better stay at home rather than me wondering around everyday wastime time, money socializing for something not important.so..what did i do wrong?

Before this yes, i admit that im a very outgoing person.Almost everyday keluar rumah whole day and went home kindda late.Even my parents already advising me manymany times about this whole bad attidude i have which i know they were right and im a girl.haha.I dont like to elaborate this.You all should know better what message is im trying to send here.


huhu.neway cant blame her.she works as a school principal.....disiplin is important to her.

duuuh.....



mmg pagi yg xbaik.

nak blahlah.

babai.


=)

I Agree With You Shafiq Ramlan

read this dear fellas.sgt logik and mostly true.

Both sides have failed the rakyat

IT is plain as daylight that the ordinary citizens of Malaysia are crying and pleading for help and relief from its chosen Government representatives from the increasing cost of living.

But instead of help, we are bombarded daily in the media by the rhetoric of “people-centric” programmes of questionable effectiveness, MPs showing their immaturity and lack of culture and continual witch-hunting and finger-pointing between the BN and PR of bad governance and mismanagement.

The first 100 days therefore have been nothing short of disgrace in terms of the performance of the elected representatives to address the plight of the people.

Increasingly, there is a feeling of haplessness and despair. People do not know whom to turn to as both sides have failed miserably to address the issues of concern.............-copied from FALLEN LEAVES



there you go.what were you reading just now is half of a letter.heres my piece of mind after reading this letter.i agree with you shafiq ramlan.this is an informal letter i copied from one of my SViAN junior Shafiq Ramlan, after i read his blog.i assume he sends this letter to express his ketidakpuashatian to both parties that they need to stop pointing fingers to each other in one of our daily newspaper.A very good indeed example of rakyat like me yg sudah muak with what is happening to our country right now.Everyday they will be news about PR said BN is this and that blaaa..blaa..then, BN strikes back saying PR is blaa..bla..soo on so forth. Not just that, suddenly all the MPs, YBs, Judges, Polices, even private investigator turns out to be so outspoken and so brave when we hear all secrets of their wrong doings among both parties automaticly revealed one by one in all sorts of medias while the rakyat is watching and shouting helplessly to stop this non-sense like shafiq yet no one knows.this is what happens when they are greedy people who wanted to conquer the country but using this slogan ' nak tolong rakyat ' ' kita nak kurangkan beban rakyat ' instead.so whats the benefit of voting for them if they already failed when everthing just get started...

oh my, what were they call them? politicions....

tengok-tengok.our prime minister already voice out to steps downlah...........but within after two years.hoho.so then Najiblah will be promoted.if....he is still alive....-lah that time.
i guess this such politic drama series in Malaysia ni can become a best-seller list or even a box-office movielah en? haha.

well, shafiq im with you.buat lagi byk2 letter sampai you jadi femes.haha.


cheers!

=)

Wuyoo.

ive been wondering...sejak dua memenjak nilah en i always wakeup very early in the morning.today i woke up at 7.00am sharp.yesterday its was a record, 5.13am.the day before yesterday i woke up around 7 something.but that i cant put it in my record because i woke up after i got a call from my bf to be prepared for his medical check up.haha.anyways, this phenomenon happens too last week.to make it clear since im back from my vacations, waking up after 9.00am and above which it had been my habit sejak azali lagi quite impossible.wuyoo.wuyoo.im impressed with myself.well, at first i was like

"eee..pehal2 weh? pehal nie weh?"

"am i sick or sumthing?"

"woi.x boleh jadi nie."

it felt weird at first.then, day by day im kindda used to it.wuyoolah.haha.farah syahidah jakon sbb x penah bangun awal setiap hari except for schooldays.but, u see..waking up very early with me alone at home is more boring than before.so much time with less thing to do.nothing else but crunchingcrunchingcrunching
burb-ingburb-ingburb-ing.*menternak perut* huhu.

well,



















those yang bangun awal kan murah rezeki die......

haha.

goodday! i want to search rezeki in the kitchen.


=)

wasting time

here again.im alone at home.doing housework as usual.nasib baik esok nak keluar teman bf gunting rambut.asik2 nak gunting rambutlah die nie.pelik.taulah rambut die tuh aset plg hot.haha.alasan cam show off sbb nak tayang rambut baru kat his besttie wedding kat Pahang nanti.LOL.sukehati lah u lah.yesterday i was singing all the way in my room with my mp3 sampai habis bateri.miming sorang bajet singer hebat.heh.tp keadaan tetap boring.

Jadual oppointment my follow ups dah tuka.suppose to be yesterday, tptp atas sbb x tentu.i felt nak tuka to this Monday, 14th.yeyeh! Senanglah.besides, my bf kene amik his blood test this monday, plus his driving test.soo.plan2 nak gi Hospital same2, check same.trus pi tgk wayang same2 campur gak beli hadiah utk kak keadilan bak kate my bf.before this i plan to make it special this year followed by her present.tp, entahlah.langsung x jadi.never had time to buy her a bitrhday present yet.monday is a perfect day.nak beli ape pon x tatau.pk2 lagi.huhu.

today is raining from 7.00am untill now.nak keluar x boleh.nak sidai baju pon x boleh.sekarang midvalley sale.best2.jj x sale lagi.adoi.adoi.adoi.habislah duit saya.

dah.dah.farah syahidah.bloggers lain bace pon bole tido.dah versi Bahasa Melayu campur Inggeris.agaknya dah dengkur2 dah.


chao!

Emolah skit.

" Your heart is not living until it has experienced pain...
the pain of love breaks open the heart,
even if it is as hard as a rock "

so im rockin'

lalalaaa~

=)

mase meja

yesterday.

my foot steps on inside Midvalley with fellow ellyz and my cute conan and her always in her side bf, firdaus.then tru Pavilion dinner with my bf.went back together around 8.30pm


today.

my foot steps on inside Stadium Kelana Jaya for Protes Sejuta Rakyat organize by pembangkang.then to Pavilion for unplanned movies with bf.went home around 5pm















tomorrow.

to the Hospital Besar Kuala Lumpur at Pesakit Luar Department for his medical check ups there.