Helpless

she is the best thing ever happend in my life

i want to tell her this.i wish i can.

akak, jgn pegi.eda x bagi.serius eda x relakan.
akak, nape akak slalu ilang then bunyik then ilang lagi?
akak, sape nak jage eda pasni?
akak, sape nak tegor eda pasni?
akak, pasni eda nak depend pada sape?
akak,whos gonna hear me after this?
akak, kembar eda dah pegi,akak plak nak pegi ke?
akak, sape nak nasihat2 eda pasni?
akak, dont involve in this politic thing..
akak, eda susah hati nie.
akak, blah terlalu awal.im not ready.
akak, i dont think i can handle this.
akak, dah la bukan jenis yg nak call2 eda.
akak, i hate bile akak jadi org penting2 nie.
akak, if sume org kat sane pujuk2 akak gi sane pastu akak gi then if i begged wouLd you do the same thing to me?
akak, serius eda takut what is gonna happen to me when ur not around.
akak, ur so important to me.dont u get it?
shit. i hate when i love you to much.camnilah jadinya.
i hate missing you.its hurts so bad.
toloooooonggglah jangan pegi.




but, i did not say it.bangang.why? sebb when i start talking im worried im gonna cry infront of her cute face.its rude.

or i just cant?

so what did i do then?



i as her little sister SUPPORT for her bright future ahead.






















and





i just SMILE. ^^




itujelah yg mampu aku buat.







she knows what is best for her.i know.

-TAKE CARE-

♥

p/s: nak apply universiti kat pahang pasni.sumpah aku nak






*farah syahidah was crying gila2 babilah while writing this post.hebat dan bangang.* =)