from ZERO to a MAGAZINE

-went to Editorial Board farewell party.yup.i agree its waayy to late.well the buzyness of STPM made it happen.
lol.
-tempat mewah, Kenny Rogers at Genting Klang.
-cat cit cat about our hardship of making SETAPAKIAN magazine.bagai nak gila dgn kerenah cikgu plus the students itself.
-cat cit cat gak pasal holidays.miss cheong and joe and ang went to penang.
-nah.nah.nie hasil nya.thankz to the grafic exco.

front hard cover

highest editorial crew

those who made it possible

-then went to Royal Selangor with Kim Ming,Warren,and Ang.rupenye kacang je buat pewter ni.its mix of Tin,Athimony,and Aluminium.but the cost too high.

-then headed to Jusco borong gifts with Kim Ming and Weng Yi,for our member crew.borak2 gan Hew Kok Wing.

-makan McFlurry.sedap.ciao.

THANKZ A MILLION EDITORIAL BOARD MEMBER FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND HARDWORK

WE DID IT!

keriangan

- i had a very healthy day last saturday with my seniors during my sVian school old days.1 ran about 3 laps.i cycle 2 rounds.C's Aliyah skipped 16ty....oh, i dont know.i cant remember,and played the badminton.it really does make us all sweaty and smelly,and thirsty and hungry.heres some pics for your satisfactions to read.

.pharie.
manusia paling awal yang datang.


.C's Aliyah.
manusia yang awal datang

.C's Azrin and lil sis, Azrina.
manusia kedua awal datang

.C's Jue.
manusia yang paling lambat datang.*after waited for one hour*



.tempat perjumpaan.
Wangsa Budi playground

-penat2 main.stop.main double.team kami menang.

"betol kan kak Aliyah?"

XD eceyh.cam pro plak.padahal net badminton pon tadak pasang.lol.
-kak Aliyah bawak plak barang paling berharga dalam hidup die a.k.a camera digital jenama Canon.sesi fotografi bermula.haha.

mangsa pertama,kasut camerawomen.

mangsa kedua,my loyal superbicycle

mangsa ketiga,tak pasal-pasal adek nie kene gak.she do knows how to pose.kak Azrin ajar when cameras on the road,hands up your 'pieceeee..!!' right away.

-then, an idea C's Aliyah come out from her briliant brain right after we stop playing badminton.Kak Aliyah says:

"jom main buaian jom!"

well i cant remember what she exactly says but it does sounds like that to me.haha.

before i felt shy my pictures taken

after i dont felt shy my pictures taken.haha.

-then we played the jongkang-jongket.we fought who can brake down the jongkang-jongket into pieces.penat henjut2 tak patah2 pon.sakit bontot adelah.C's Kak Jue already freak out during this moment.

team A: C's Aliyah and C's Azrin

team B: Me and C's Ju

3 bestties

One Happy Family

-another 'thank god u said that' idea came along from c's Aliyah mouth:

" lepas nie kite gi NZ ok?"

her treat.we all no hal.who will not agree if its free.weee~ thankz c's Aliyah for your generousity.eda sayang akak! XP
-makan2.borak2.lepak2.ciao...oh no..no..no..not yet.
-when everyone seems did not want to back home yet, another crazy idea from c's Aliyah head says which i think sounds like this..

"lepas nie gi K4 plak"

seriusly,i was shocked when i heard that came out from her sweet lips.Sounds impossible to me cause ade yang lenguh2 badan,ade yang malas nak heret basikal ke hulu-ke hilir ,malas nak naik bukit*thats me* ade yang x mandi lagi yet, everyone agree.Kuat betol pengaruh kak Aliyah nie.
-singgah k4, round2.grab a snack at the food court.lepak2 lagi.borak2 lagi.Kak Aliyah always has a story to tell.I decided to go back home early coz there are people who almost die starving at my house msging my hp asking to buy lunches.haha.soory mum.
-as a result, my whole body felt like falling apart a.k.a lenguh2 from head to toe untill now.


sekian.

Owh goodiegoodie what a days!

Heres my termendous days since im gone a while.Lets make it simple,nice and short. =)

goodiegoodie day one (Job search day) :

Saturday, 15 of Dis o7 (8.00am-4pm)
-main badminton gan ijan.lenguh2 badan rase sampai skang.borak2 tentang kebosanan hidup menggangur di rumah dan kekeringan duit poket yg semakin menebal.haha.
-tetibe dapat idea yg mengejutkan diri utk pergi cari kerja.i said ok.
-ak gan ijan decide gi trus.no mandi2,*thats me*no changing clothes,no makan,no transport.just used foot.
-pegi Giant.mcm2 kerenah bos jumpe.nak cinas jela.umur 19 tamao la.kentut.tp dapat apply kat kedai named BUKIT CANGKAT PERMATA.pelik tol name.ak mintak kat air asia.bos die kate

"esok bawak resume awak and gamba saiz pasport ye"

cis.malas btol ak.
-pastu gi Taman Melawati,naik jejantas.mintak kat Dominos,Video Ezzy.
-pastuh gi around seksyen 5 area.Mintak kat Advanco.Muke mak cik bagi borang application cam nak mengundang penampar dari org.Geram, amik borang,trus buang dlm tong sampah.haha.puas hati ak gan ijan.
-then mintak kat Orange cyber cafe.Baru bukak x sampai sebulan.
-letih kaki.rest kat bus stop.then whoop! nampak iklan jawatan kosong cambest.trus call.ijan then ckp

"pharie,iklan nie baru tampallah.cube ko tgk,x der orang lagi amik no nie.baru je satu no kene cabut"

ak tgk and ckp

" ha ah,btollah"

ijan menjadi evil ckp

"pharie apekate kite buang nak iklan nie nak? nanti tade org nampak iklan nie.kite sure dapat nye"

ak tekejut and ckp

"ko gile ijan.nak main sabotaj2 plak"

.but we did it anyway.ijan makin kejam pon koyakkan iklan.gelak2.ciao.

goodiegoodie day two (Resume and hang out day) :

Sunday, 16 of Dis 07 (3.26pm-6.45pm)
-dapat call dari air asia to send the resume before 4pm.ngep.
-resume,

"check!"

certificate

"check!"

passport picture,

"check!"

settle.
-pastuh dapat call msg dari dzul suruh lepak kat starbucks jusco.ak orait je.
-gi jj,ramai gile manusia.lepak jap tepi corner and he arrived.
-beli ice blended coffee,cakes, sit,and borak2,round2 window shopping.then blah.

goodiegoodie day three (interview and id upu day) :

Monday,17 of Dis o7 (9.30am-8.35pm)
-gi skolah for the upu id no.ak datang awal sgt.mane semua manusia kat skolah,ak x tahu.
-pastuh datang kah wai.we took the id no together.kaunselor bebel2 pasal universiti.tgh dalam coversation,kim,ang ri chian and the geng sampai,.we chat as if dah bertahun-tahun x jumpe.
-get ready 4 the interview plak gan ijan.dari air panas to giant for the interview.kejap je.ceh.x sampai 10 min pon.
-gi singgah haji tapah for a pit stop.nampak jawatan kosong kat Orange Taman Permata plak.ak gan ijan pon ambil peluang.pastuh meronggeng kat melawati.gi cc.saje gedik wasting poket money.padahal kat umah siap wireless lagi.
-gi taman permata balik.haha.main patah2 balik plak.mementang ade jejantas a.k.a sempadan antara Taman Permata dgn Taman Melawati.
-ak gan ijan malas nak balik,so,gi padang yg berdekatan.duduk cam org tgh picnic.borak2 until 6.45pm.then ciao.tp ak masey malas nak balik.gi balik Taman Melawati.

-the rest? haha.naahh..u wouldnt know about that.its history.

sekian.

Am I Losing it?

When i was young all my friends say im very tough hard rock hearted person.Sometimes sense of sensitivity reached to ZERO.I admit that im a bit tomboyish person.Lets see,heres the list why i said such a thing.

1.most of my friends are male.

2.my bestfriend is a boy.

3.everytime i hang out with friends the group will be all boys and one female *thats me*

4.im good in all boys sports. example football,basketball,futsal,street soccer,skateboarding.

5.i hate wearing make up.apetahlagi nak beli.

6.i dont buy all the girly2 geddik stuff.

7.im horrible in dressing.

8.instead all the girls buy girls magazine such as Remaja,Hai,Cleo, ect.ect. i buy comics,lots of lots of comics.

9.my hair always short.if its too long i will have a haircut instantly.

10.i love playing video games.i want a PSP one day.

11.i dont easily cry even movies or the drama is sooo sad.

12.i dont afraid of height.

13.u can put me in the middle of the jungle or wood at night.soory,it does not scares me at all.*well,mayb a little bit*

14.all the muhasabah diri activities that i attend during my camps,motivation, i dont cry at all.hell yes.all the fasi out there will try to do anything to make us one.is that a bad sign?

15.trylah maki hamun,marah, or anything sewaktu dgnnya.trust me,i wont cry.serius.

16.i more into songs yang memekak dan membengitkan telinga compare to the sentimentel songs.

u see now? until....NOW.As i grew older, this as i called it advantages, to me haha. trying to run away from me.i cant even handle my own emotion.maybe bcoz theres so many things happen to me,maybe becoz of the enviroment i surrounded with,or mayb because that the age,from a teenage to an adult or i would call it as a MOTHER makes the hormon changes.*ok,this is stupid* sometimes i even ask my self,

"this is not me",

"this is isnt me",

"this totally not me at all,"

"heck! i cry about this such thing? "

soo on.im losing it.i even easily 'terasa'.simple, I BECOME A SENSITIVE PERSON.i dont like that.it feels bad to me.before this i dont aware about my changes untill these past few days...heres some incident that made my both eyes covered with water.lol.

incident 1. my futsal plan had been cancel coz their buzyness.

incident 2. my mum nagging at me because i wake up late

incident 3. when i watched a movie called A Walk To Remember

incident 4.i got rejected during a work interview

incident5.my ex just left me alone after i work hard to pass back his camera.*thank god he sent sorry message after that*

incident 6.i made lunch for someone but end up the person is having a seminar.

incident 7.i sent a very happy mood msg but the reply i got was sucks.

incident 8.an ex enemy called me BITCH.

incident 9.i dont get support when i got two jobs at the klcc.


see.im losing it.i realise all the main coz are all small tiny miny matter.there nothing to sad about it? but why? i dont get it.i even failed to control my emotion, my feelings.wadafak! is this because i lost my tomboyish attitude? please please somebody help me.I dont like this kind of changes.its like eating me up.

sekian.

I Think Im Gay

Attracted your attention did i?

haha kene tipu. Saye bosan.Tolong ajak saye keluar.Saye bagi wang ringgit.
Erm,ape nak buat huh? Buat pantunlah.

I Still Care.

Why is she doing this to me?
What were she thinking?
I care about her..
More than myself..
But she? does she do that?
Im tired..
Being humble...still she didnt realise,
I dont know what else to do,
I had tried, everything...

Did i call her asking how is she? I did...
Did i met her just to make sure shes ok? I did..
Did i do everything just to make sure shes happy? I did..
Did i ever miss her everyday? I did..
Did i start first almost everthing to her? I did..
Why did i do this??
Shes my life..need to explain?

But,did she do this to me? did she?
I had kept this feeling for a long time,
that lead to silence pain and cry,
which she will never know..

Did not want to tell her?
I will not going to..
I want her...by herself to know,
No matter how mad,pain,sad,hate,bad..
I am to her..or her to me
I still care..
I still miss..
I still love..
Did not want any unexpected things,
Any suprises..
Any reward..
Just call..
Brings a lot of meanings and happiness,
Just that..thats it..is it so hard?
Yeah...i understand..
Alwayz like that...
sekian.

nilah pantun saye.sorry, if its sounds horrible.this it what comes to my briliant brian when im bored.so bored.blame my brain.not me.ive done my part.wondering why i put a 'she' instead of 'he'?
well coz im gay of course............................................................













did i made you shocked? haha.kene tipu lagi. XP owh dear,because im single ok.lalalalaa...XDD

MCR concert tiket

I VE GOT My Chemical Romance Concert Ticket already! and the best part is I GOT IT FOR FREE!!! yey!

Merdeka Stadium,here i come bebeh! XDDD

Pak Cik Rapid KL Emo

acctually this lecture-ing incident happens last week.still, the memory of it is very bright and shine in my brain.i can still remember the driver mumbleling at me and the akward-shame enviroment when every pairs off human eyes roll at me with the

"apehal budak nie buat"

"kesiannye"

"eee..malu gile"

ect.ect. kind of expressions.horror moment.well here goes...

-kua gi tusen gan dzulqarnain on Friday.balik pon sesame since hes driving and im not.biaser aku pegi drive sendiri,tp ayah nak gune kete plak.
-singgah jusco,sbb dzul nak beli sweater kat Giordano which cost him RM8O.pergh.bazir gile.
-pas shopping,ak plak shopping.beli baju baru F.O.S.
-lepak makan kat mekD.sembang2 pasal STPM.dah puas.ciao.
-then balik dzul xleh anta plak.hadoi.sbb die nak gi mane tah.ak pon plak tgh baik.so ak pon ckplah.

"xper dzul.ak boleh balik gan bas.singgit je."

ceh.buat seringgit jadi alasan.
-pastuh dzul gan muke rase guilty tinggal aku anak dara sorang2 katelah cangginih

"farah aku temankan ko sampai stesen key?"

-aku tau dzul nak sedapkan ati aku.
-sesi gentleman plak happens.aku ckp

"xper dzul,susahkan ko je"

dzul balas balik

"xper,ak teman farah"

ak balas balik

"xperla.nanti ko plak yg lambat"

then dzul ckp balik

"x..sekejap je.xnak tinggal ko camni."

then it goes over and over n over again untill i gave up.*saje nak test die*haha.
-tunggulah bas.lepas rase almost satu jam.baru bas sampai.
-naik,byrla pakai mesin Touch n Go.

"teeeeet"

"kad anda x sah"

aik? ak trylagi.

"teeet"

"kad anda x sah"

aih? aneh.pehallah time2 ni x berfungsi kad.padahal ak gune semalam ok.masey ade money dlm tuh.
-check wallet ader x RM1 x jumpe.xder duit pecah.heck!
-pastuh tetibe pak cik tu berkata-kata:

"ko tau tak gune kad ni"

wah.wah.pak cik nie gune kata ganti diri nama kedua 'engkau' kat penumpang.tak mesra pelanggan btol.
-aku pon tanyelah sambil senyum,

"kenapa kad saye dier kate x sah pakcik?saye pakai baru2 nie ok je"

-pak cik bas tuh trus bebel"

"ko salah letak kad.""ko mane boleh letak kad kat mesin tuh cepat-cepat pastuh alih."

aku heran.dari tingkatan 4 aku pakai kad Touch n Go aku mmg letak kad cepat-cepat.pakcik bas bebel lagi

"ko tau mesin ni diset kad diletak.tunggu die bunyik dua kali baru angkat kad tuh"

aku ckp balik kat pakcik bas senyum-senyum

"tapi pakcik selama ni saye pakai teknik letak kad camtuh boleh je"pakcik bas jawab,

"tuh sbb nasib baik je"

lol.nasib baik ape berjuta kali?pak cik bas sambung lagi.

"ko ade lesen kereta tak,ko tahu kan kalu naik kereta pakai kad kene letak kad,tunggu sampai pagar bukak baru lepas kad kan? mane ade main pakai redah je."

eih, ak plak yg salah.aku plak asik senyum sokmo je kat pak cik bas tu sepanjang die menceceh.
-lagi aku senyum-senyum kat pak cik bas tuh lagi galak die berkata2.*xpuas atilah tu sbb x buat aku marah*sorry pakcik saye tgh good mood.baru beli baju baru.haha.
-so jadinya,sume penumpang dah duduk.tinggallah ak gan pak cik bas yg x henti-henti berceramah psl teknik-teknik camne nak guna kad Touch n Go still berdiri dpn pintu bas mcm anak dgn ayah.haha.
-lepas mcm x der point nak ckp.baru berhenti.lol.kalu nk sgt suruh aku turun bas sbb x bayar ckp jelah.aku boleh naek teksila.
-bukan x offer nak byr,dah ok.pak cik bas tuh yg emo tuh.pelik-pelik org tua zaman sekarang.
-lepas die bebel.aku cari tempak duduk sambil sengeh sorang-sorang.and hell yes,SEMUA tonton aku.i cant blame them.they suppose to act like that.
-dah sampai.tekan loceng.ciao
-thank god friday treated me so well that day.kalau x mmg dah kene sepak bas pak cik tu dgn aku.

Farah Syahidah Hebat.

-i just started this blogger thing on MONDAY 3rd.Now ive got 7 posts in 3 days? :O

suprise-ingly.

amazingly.

cool.

double cool.

remarkcable.

hebat.



farah syahidah bt shamsuddin.

-im in love with writing? naaah..i hate essays.

Berjoli

-went for movie with friends.
-tonton Enchanted.very tickelling.but,way so crapping.ade prince charming,si mak tiri evil lagi kejam,first kiss sume.tp combination fairy tails gan reality sgt connect to each other.
-then tgh lepak tunggu movie.makan,jalan-jalan.
-singgah isetan jap.bes-bes sale die.
-dok bersila kat bench depan isetan puas-puas.
-mane tau si LAWRENCE datang tego lagi.mmg ak nk sangat jumpe manager die.nie malaysia ok.dok bersila is adat temenggung sopan santon.
-then suddenly asik terjumpe gan member je.
-plenty of em!

1.Amar and gf-member basketball
2.zhaar-Aminuddin Baki schoolmate
3.choin and gf-ketua pengawas
4.izzat iskandar and friends-my VI friend plus key ell footbal player.
5.taufik and gf-highschool head PIBG son.
6.chipmore-my twinny friends

-mereka sume had one same mission.MOVIE.
-ari rabu tiket murah.RM 10 turun 7.murah bukan?haha.
-lepas movie, lepak jap kat starbuck.
-coffee.borak2.gelak2.gossip2.ciao.
-balik ingat nak jumpe kak jue jap.sian x sehat smlm die mintak teman x dpt plak.
-x jadi.sbb entah-entah buzzy kot.and tgh pemalas sume.
-excited couse Narnia punye sequal dah kuar.
-cepat nak mampos.sbb its on May 2008.haha.
-smlm go crazy merry go round at times square.
-kontotkan cerita,main rollercoster.pusing2 cawan.kids punye playground pon belasah main.
-ok.dah.sekian.

Traffic light's green already, O wise man

I am lucky to have a dad who is a willing transporter. He would transport me to wherever i would like to go. Even when i’m in school, everyone will take the busess or public transport to go home but it was not the case for me, my dad would diligently pick me up. Now before you guys start branding me anak manja or watever, let me state my case first. I HAD TRIED. But this was the reply;

“ Kamu ada ayah nak ambik, jangan nak mengada-ngada”

(roughly translated as ” you have someone to pick you up, why bother?”

-Old fashioned Mom

But as i get older, i am capable of going here and there all on my own but here’s the catch; I did it without telling my mom i went alone. Last week, i get busted and so,the drive along in my dad’s trusted Kenari regime continues.

Cant really blame my mom over these over motherly protection disciple being imposed on me. Blame all those media potrayals of lone women being stabbed, murdered, killed, bombed, burned, raped, harassed and all other gory and Altantuuya-like predicaments.

Back to the Kenari. I have to say, the experinec of driving along with Dad has been aptly said as .. academic. He will talk on and on about thought provoking issues from why he thinks the prepaid system is un-Islamic to the welfare system in United Kingdom. And i kindof like that, these academic father-daughter bonding sessions. I learnt a lot of new hidden, not so obvious stuff from him. Plus, he’s a great navigator, he never fails to know where a place is situated, he will show you roads and short-cuts, you can keep that Nokia navigator or GPRS. His knowledge is mind-bogglingly vast but surprisingly, it doesnt bore me at all ( allright, i do doze off a couple of times). The stuff he’s lecturing are interconnected with our daily-lives’ routine but in a perspective we havent really approach before.

Since the session could not be classify as a class,( although i personally thought that he qualifies for a lecture’s salary considering the amount of lecture and wealth of information he gives to me); i never wrote them down in legitimate, reviewable notes. And i felt that it was such a waste so here goes;

” THE LESSONS I LEARNT FROM A DRIVER “

1. Why prepaid system is to his opinion, defies the Islamic principles

2. Why theres too many toll booths sprouting whenever we’re not looking and why there is a necessity for it.

3. Suggesting a solution to solve the out of favour medan selera system and eradicate stalls that thrive on the roadways.

4. The difference (with live example), why chinese is better at business rather than malays.

5. Why the recent pay rise does not make any difference

6. Astro’s lying services

7. Lament on the chinese-chinese and malay-malay cliques in public universities

8. Lay-men like us should listen to whose ulama’s opinion in Islam?

9. The renovation laws that are uncontrolled here

10. His suspicion of the Malay languange not being around for the next 100 years and the events that lead to his conclusion

11. The dilemmas of those who are convicted of graft- they’re not necessarily guilty per se.

12. His frustration on rampant interferences of politics in education that people didnt see ( with live example)

13. Pencuri besi.

….and many many other things that i cant remember.

Bless you, ayah.

*****************

On the way back today, he rambled on about;

1. Streetlights regulations

2. Petrol stations issues and the phasing out of Projet

3. Filmmaker critique called Mansor Puteh.

Yeah. Really.

howdy partnah!

bloggers im new.im fresh.teach me. =)